i was raised in a nice family, with kind parents and caring brothers. as a youngest child they spoiled me a lot. and then i became teenager, problems come and go as i speak. i slowly learn how to be more mature by solving my own problem and conflict.

i never lost someone special like family, friend, or close relative. but i know someday it'll happen, the pain of losing someone you care most. so whenever something misfortune or bad happens, (for example, had a  fight with your family or your friends being mean to you) i always thought,

"everybody at least once have feel the same, so i guess it's okay if it happens to me too. it might hurts so much, but since everybody is fine, then i'll be fine too"

that's what keeps me going.

what the hell, my peaceful day is attacked by this effin great pairing : Choi Siwon x Han Geng.

i tried so hard to listen on the lesson but ah- i ended up taking out the sketch book from my bag and start sketching these two. they're so so poisonous. i even start thinking to make Suju-M doujinshi, i must have gone wild. but who knows, let's just wait and see hahah :-)

( IT'S ALL ABOUT SHIHAN ! (+5) )

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by the way, i just had argument with mom. quite tiring, and after we calmed down and back to our routine, my big brother comes and start lecturing me. he suddenly got angry at me and slammed the door. weird, is that what you call a 'big brother' ? ah my family just happen to have a really bad temper i guess, i need to get used to it =,=

yeah, everyone's favorite ! it's SUPER JUNIOR !
i draw head shots of them, some Kangin/Leeteuk and Shiwon/Hangeng


( TAKE A LOOK HERE :-) )

Hello everyone, it's Shika :-)
Facebook, Twitter, and other social networking is getting dull. so i decide to use LJ again (yay !)

the photo below is me and my family on holiday to Malaysia last august hahah, so very not important =,=

(from left to right : dea, ocha, ai, shika, tara)

dunno why, but i really really like this photo

this is taken on Kartini's Day when i was in 9th grade
yeah, i mean, we went to school wearing those kebaya. and we had exam that day.
(oh al-azhar tercinta, kurang aneh apa coba ..)

i can barely walk with those damned high heels, so i changed into sandal lol
i really miss my junior high school time

photo (c) Dana

oh my,

i made a new account

again